Monday, May 3, 2010


Since before,

I've been blind with lies,

Lies that make me weak,

Lies that make me suffer,

But I cannot see it clearly that time,

Im too soft,

Im giving too many chances,

Thought you can change,

But you've become worst,

You want take control over people,

You want them to give their attention to you,

But in return,

What have you done to them?

You scold them for no reason,

You are jealous when they with other,

You think you're queen?

You want all people comfort you,

Here the story begin,

You my attention,

You're jealous when I'm talk with other girl,

I follow your style,

I reduce talking with a girl,

Even I damage relationship with others,

Just for you,

To cut the story short,

I've got nothing,

Only your fucking lies and lame excuses,

Oh I've forgive you long enough,

Its time for me to wake up,

Wake up for this horrible slumber,

Wake up from this madness dream,

Its the time for me to learn the truth,

And act to it,

I've make my decision,

No more lies,

No more fucking promises,

No more you !


Monday, March 29, 2010

Exam oh Exam

Jadual Waktu Final Exam BBA HRM Part 4

21/4/2010 OPM 656 9.00 – 12.00

26/4/2010 HRM 544 9.00 – 12.00

29/4/2010 ECO 535 2.15 – 5.15

3/5/2010 MGT 543 2.15 – 5.15

5/5/2010 HRM 549 2.15 – 5.15

7/5/2010 HRM 542 8.30 – 11.30



Are you playing with the word patient?

Since I've known you, No single of patient you showed me

If you desire did not met, all you do is be mad to that person

You want people to do everything to you

You want people to follow what ever you want

You want people to give you attention

You want to control over people

In return what do give to them?

You played with people's heart

You scold them, hit them

You accuse people for what they did not do

Is that patient mean to you?

You always want to win, want you the only want to be right

Ohh, I've patient long enough

Fyi, all the problems now are because of you

You are the problem

Think about it before you spouting your fucking feelings

Dont go out there asking for sympathy, like you are the fucking victim

Think deeper, think why people behave like that toward you

Think why, dont act like stupid girl who know abit and go emo

Think before its too late....

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Hmm...Back off?

Im out of it not because I didnt love you.
Its because, well.. I dont want to be in it anymore.. I dont want to be a disturbance..
Its not I emo or what, but Im a snag anyway.. Its hard for me.. But I have to do it.. Eventhough I love you.. Its not like im giving you up.. But its the only way... That is my sacrifice to you.. I'll be waiting for you... When the right time come.. When we will love only by each other...

Si Aer - Sigh...


The reason for me to write blog is,

Not for write a story,

It is more like writing a story in a poem,

The poem I wrote based on my experience,

And purely from me,

It is the best way ( I think ) for me to express my feeling and thoughts,

I like to write my post in English,

Maybe its my nature,



Poem are hard to make,

So I cannot post it often,

I must have ideas and experience,

You are welcome to read it,

I really appreciate it.

Thank You Readers !

Si Aer

Monday, March 15, 2010

Andra and The Backbone

Kau begitu sempurna,
Di mataku kau begitu indah,
Kau membuat diriku akan selalu memujamu,
Di setiap langkahku,
Ku kan selalu memikirkan dirimu,
Tak bisa ku bayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku,
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua,
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa,
Kau adalah darahku,
Kau adalah jantungku,
Kau adalah hidupku,
Lengkapi diriku,
Oh sayangku kau bagiku...Sempurna....Sempurnaaa...

Kau genggam tanganku,
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh,
Kau bisikan kata dan hapuskan semua sesalku,

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku,
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua,
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa,
Kau adalah darahku,
Kau adalah jantungku,
Kau adalah hidupku,
Lengkapi diriku,
Oh sayangku kau bagiku...Sempurna....Sempurnaaa...

P/s - Kau mmg sempurna bagi ku, aku bertuah kerana mengenali dirimu..kau bagi aku segalanya~

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Heart You

I dont know how to sweet talk with you~

I dont know how to treat you well~

I dont know how to make you happy all the time~

I dont know how to not to make you mad~

I dont know how to not to make you feel sad~


I know all my heart are devote to you~

I know all my love are yours~

I know all my life are yours to take~

I know that my love toward you are true~

Theres no other except you~

Even I know its hard to get you to be mine~

I still love you all my heart~

I <3 You~

Si Aer

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Apology Symphony

Im sorry...

Im sorry for not able to become what you always wanted...

Im sorry I never learn anything about you..

Im sorry I don't know how it work...

Im sorry I don't know how to handle you...

Im sorry I never able to entertain you...

Im sorry I never understand about you...

Im sorry Im not able to be like the others who loved you before...

Im sorry I cannot be the bestest to you...

Im sorry Im always make you angry...

Im sorry Im cannot be a better person to you...

But know this...

I always try to be what you wanted to be...

I always try to learn and understand you...

I always try to handle you...

I always try to make you entertain with me...

I always try to be like the others you loved before...

I always wanted to be treated by you like you treated your loved one before...

I always try to be the bestest for you...

I always want to make you happy with me and don't want you to be mad...

I always try to be a better person to you no matter how hard it is...........

P/s - I heart you now....

Si Aer ~

Monday, February 15, 2010


Once we've known each other~

Once I've look into your eyes~

I know you're the one~

Once I made a mistake~

Once I'm too blind to see that you're the person I've been looking for~

Once I left you~

Once I made a mistake by leaving you~

Once I regretted I've made the mistake~

I wish I can repair the damage I made~

I wish I can turn back the time~

Now I want you to know~

That I regretted for what I've done before~

Now I tried to win your heart back~

Now I'm not blind anymore~

Now I know that you're the one and only~

Now I beg for 1 chance~

For me to prove I can deliver the happiness~

Cure the loneliness~

Cure your heart~

Have your heart beating as mine~

You're my only now~

There is no one~

I know when I looked back into your eyes~

I feel the same feeling I felt before~

I know I'm not perfect~

I know I'm not as good as the others~

But...I just want a chance~

For you to acknowledge me~

For you to look into my eyes~

For you to hear what my heart scream~

For you to be my mate~

Even I have to experience all the pain~

Even I have to endure all the obstacle~

I wish for you to be mine~


P/s - I love you

Si Aer

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Sunday, February 14, 2010


Assalamualaikum + Selamat~

Wee..sesungguhnya selepas beberapa kali berfikir untuk menulis / menaip blog akhirnya tercipta jugak blog sendiri..Harap2 blog ini tidak seperti blog sblm ini yang mati tanpa apa2 post disebbkan kemalasan tahap hibernasi di kerusi depan pc ini tercipta pada pkul 1 14/2/2010~ wahhh hari kekasih sudah~ mesti ramai kekasih berkasih kasih di tepian pantai sambil memerhati bulan dan mendengar lagu yuna - oh bulan~ hmm
sy disini tekun menulis blog.. tidak byk yang nak diluahkan tapi rasanya bagus skali dapat menaip apa yang nak ditaip tanpa mengikut skrip~ hoho~
keadaan skarang amatlah tidak betul... sy amat kelaparan di tgh pagi ini disbbkan sy hnya makan lunch untuk harini.. tetapi tidak apa kerana sy masih bertenaga untuk menaip blog ini~ hmm
hmm...keletihan sudah mengusai diri ini...ingin meneruskan menaip tetapi tidak dapat~ jadi sampai disini dulu lah~ daa~

Si Aer~